I have been dating a guy for about two months. He is a really nice guy, and not like the usual dickheads that I have been bumping into for too long now.
Last week we had sex for the first time. I know two months might be a bit long for some, but he has been a true gentleman to be honest. I was beginning to wonder if he didn’t really fancy me to be honest.
Anyway, we finally got round to it at his house (I still live with my parents so no chance there).
The whole thing was devastating.
Don’t get me wrong, I have only had three sexual partners before, but he had the smallest penis size I think any man could have.
By the time we were in bed, he had a semi-erection. That’s when I first noticed it. I didn’t realise it was semi erect until I took a second glance. It was short, wow, was it short. I think he saw the look on my face, I can’t be sure, but I froze for what seemed like ages.
It was a bit late to stop, so we continued but all I could think about was his tiny dick. I couldn’t understand it. He had a nice body, he looked after himself. Yet, his penis was tiny.
I found myself rushing sex. I am sure he knew. I couldn’t wait to get it over with. By the time he was ready to enter me his penis was slightly bigger, but only slightly. I had to fidget and shuffle just so he could get it in. I lay there praying it would be over fast. Actually it was, he lasted a matter of seconds and that was that.
I smiled and made my excuses to get to the bathroom. He got dressed and I made some excuse that I had better go because I had to be up at five in the morning for work. He knew, we both knew.
Now, I don’t know what the hell to do. He has tried calling me every day now (the sex was five days ago ) and I haven’t had the guts to return his call. I am going to have to face him and say something, but I don’t have the heart to tell him what he already knows.
In many ways I am devastated. He is a nice guy but I can’t see a future with him. I feel terrible but it’s not normal. He needs help. I can see him as a friend but it’s not going to go anywhere. I can’t repeat the other night, no way.
I am sure I can’t be the first woman to experience this, but I had no idea that there were guys out there with such a problem.